Today

There isn't much to say as usual. Being soft spoken, and contained w/ the feelings. No wonder they call me quiet. I guess I was just born like that.

Work has been pretty stable, some challenges here and there. The usual stresses. It's like I have nothing else to look forward to anymore. It's as if I have no one to talk to anymore either. Has my mundane simplicity outgrown everything?

My getaway lies somewhere else, some place no one really knows about. Oh well. It's better not to tell all, but at least it gets out some thoughts. Goodness !

The aspirations have fizzled. The strength and steam just isn't there anymore. It's kind of disappointing, but what can you do? What?

I still can't come to forgiveness w/ the thought of people being so selfish in their own sovereignty and desires. Everyone just looks out for themselves. There has been no selflessness anymore.

Maybe the peaceful, happy life, will return. Maybe those anticipation of some outlook will return. For now, it isn't gonna happen. For now, the worst is still sitting around.