Thursday, August 20, 2009

Doing better..

On many things. Still some things bother.

I really don't know anymore. Maybe with effort, something might happen.

It still surprises me the extent to which some would go to get what they want. They will use you, those around them, and sell themselves out! How sad, how shocking.

Holding a lot into tomorrow. Does hope even matter? It does in human behavior. But in controlled environments, will it? Hoping for 'red' tomorrow.

I think I will be a bit more selfish, and let things approach me. I don't think I should chase things. I think the artificial pumping has come to stop. Like right now ! When progress, effort, and character emerges, then I will. For now, not anymore. Until the weeds are chopped, until the splinter is lifted.

They will know, and when they know, IT WILL BE PAINFUL !

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