Sunday, August 2, 2009

There is oddity..

I often question the existence of things, my position, and my daily routine in life. I think back to life itself, and the paths that's presented in front of me. It just feels deep, and it feels like there's so much uncertainty and despair in the air. I am not sure what it is, but it sure feels like a collapse, and hopes just flushing down the drain.

I'm not sure really what it is. There's just a very odd feeling that's been lingering me. My distastefulness in certain things are brewing, slowly and mildly. Perhaps right now, I am mentally drained and I have 'too much' expectations of things. Perhaps, I am just too stressed.

Maybe I am just thinking too much. But it does seem natural when things are so redundant. I am more shocked and disappointed though.

Anyhow, I've left it out there. I let all that's out there onto the courts.

-Anguished

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