Planning

So I dialed some calls, did some things, and I finally have something to look forward to in 2009. It came late, but I hope to make it work. Nothing came more random than this !

Despite the pain, the losses, the realized losses, the struggles, the back stabbing, the betrayal, the sadness and anguish, I am breaking through !

I am excited to see where we will be by then, and I am excited to see the outcome. Perhaps it's a 'goal' that will turbo me!

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I've asked myself, what I wanna buy, but I couldn't find anything ! I guess I've changed. Who knows hahah. Just eat, relax, and just chill ! One can only hope, if I pop a few mill ! Yeah right, but again, who knows !

Last Day...

I am beginning to lose the optimistic ways in my natural pessimistic soul !

So it's going to another round of it. Trying to control your future and work hard is important.

There's a lot of things riding on certain things. Sacrifices are still a necessity to get things to where it needs to be.

There are some things I wish I had never started. Life is sometimes filled with regrets, regrets that turn into experiences. Jeez.

The stars seemed SO ALIGNED for tomorrow, it just does. It's the perfect news to dump, it's about time they took a shit.

I got a feeling tomorrow will be extremely bloody. But Goldman's has come up time and time to bail out.

Finally. It's been too long this 'bull shit'.

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I am beginning to find some disgusts as I always do w/ the little irking things @ work. Suddenly, it doesn't look too nice nor interesting.

Sigh

Topping Out

Here are just some random thoughts.

The USD continues to spin in the toilet bowl and I expect oil and commodities to further strengthen. But my curiosity in silver shows it wants to correct, yet I am leaning towards the inflation worries.

The next few days are very very exciting !

If it bolds well, I can scalp a few.

I have also taken the responsibility in managing some critical things.

It's starting..

The thing that's irking me is this, and I will tell a story later.

Thanks..

Thanks for the ideas and support.

Gosh, you really gotta wonder whose really OG and whose not.

Yups. Thanks for the talks and ideas !


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Thanks for the LEXMARK ! I hope it holds. Support.. Come on IV !!!!!!!!!!!


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There a lot of dicks out there, and jerks.


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Thanks for taking a dump on the green back.

6-7 Course Buffet

I mean, the Bulls + Gold Man's Nut has eaten a 6-7 course entree! W/ prime rib, potatoes, ice cream, martini, salmon, crab, seafood for pennies on the dollar.

I think it's time for them to take a shit.

Now I don't like wishing and putting feelies in the the markets, because they don't 'lie'. But come on....

Perhaps a revisit into 950? We should see how JULY closes.

God it was fast..

If the lines and cycles are true, we should be bear next week. Time to close in w/ selling, time to be brought back to reality w/ earnings report, and it's just too, too overbought.

Auction and fed talk should be interesting.

Outlooks.

And like the beat goes on... the beat goes on...

Times change, trend change, people change.

It's just a shame though.

To compare, nothing is more disheartening than to have a child grow up complete opposite of expectations, but much more disappointment comes from the idea that a child has took a turn for the worst.

Much like..

And the beat goes on... the beat goes on...

The show goes on...

Yes it does....

Times have changed.

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Thank you for shitting on the dollar.

I expect oil to test $70 barrel range again. The crooks and Goldman's nut won't let us fall. Oil is facing resistance, but it has swung into it really nicely. If it breaks out, it'll be nice.

We will float ourselves in lala land. In artificial life support. Then again you have to wonder how bad things really are !

Some faith and hope...

Congress still represent the minuscule voice of the people. There are still people out there w/ genuine opposition to the corruption that goes on.

Paulson is ridiculously funny.
Geithner is overly confident to the point he is baffled.
Ben Bernarke is a clutz that's nothing more than a puppet.

Thursday Update

Work has literally grew a disgusted bitter taste in my mouth. There is some sweetness, but a big chunk is filled with a sickening taste.

-Key Things I see-

*Dollar continues to lose strength, and this tells me commodities, euro, gold, and all that will rise ! Inflation definitely. Monetizing debt for sure. The yields are being pushed higher as no one really has the money, nor desire to buy the debt, except for the feds. But perhaps other countries see this as a strangle hold on the USA. But then again, this might be an expensive investment for them !

Their debt will be worth less as the US loses strength.

*The rally wants to close July in the green, and higher highs will be pushed.

The..

Sentiment on Monday and direction in which the world is heading towards is pretty devastating.

Juicy...

Work has been insanely tough. Our society, and volatility is now riding on very crazy cycles. Peaks, troughs, cross overs.. Jeez.

Monday - Bullish looking. We might top out tomorrow. Seems like a greenie day to me.

Wow..

The retail aspect has been extremely quiet, dead, and quite morbid. Barely any dead cat bounces !

We talking bout...................

Ulterior motives are what some do. Really. People w/ agenda are selfish. I've seen quite a few.

People don't consider you when they don't need you, but call on you when they do? But the thing is, they are selective, selfish in fulfilling their own agenda.

It's not really about being clued in, it's about a person's character. I guess some just don't have it. They expect to use you as a substitute, and use you as a back up when they can't satisfy their own agenda. Yeah right !

But, it's quite funny. We talk about character, we talk about people. There are those that would rise to your needs w/o any hesitation. They are those that would ACTUALLY ADJUST, ACTUALLY change, and ACTUALLY compromise for you. It is difficult to have such friends, such people, such character - most are masked by the inflated selfish agendas. It's more ludicrous that a stranger would go through all means to help you out? Yet, those that you 'deem close' are the least to improvise. HAHA.

It's FUBAR, it's shit, and it's crap. Why? Because people who don't speak out, are passed off as dumb. But in reality they realize what's going on. They realize that they were dicked, betrayed, used, and shafted. Therefore, when time comes, those that violated the trend, those that crossed the line will know and have a taste of their own medicine of character.

The bigger person won't make a fuss about it, but when the foolish one hits a dead end, he must realize and contemplate his actions.

Business wise.
--There are plenty of lazy workers. People who don't address the primary source of info. People who don't want to help. There are just plenty of bull shit & dumb people out there. There are those that don't strive, those that don't want to think outside the box and succumb themselves into their routines. I get passed off, but I just dig on my own. I work hard, and I do little things.

Eventually I will leave, but I WON'T forget who made me who I am in the real world. I know all about how people are; the vibe, the talk; the aura. It's there. It's a feeling that comes with time, and it's an understanding that builds on itself.

It's pretty much done. It's not a grudge, but when you get violated, tested consistantly, you tend to just give off that support and area of resistance.

Fubar. Yeah, they gotta learn on their own cuz they were too selfish. Way too selfish to deserve overspent help. More so, it's help that's been taken for granted.

950-975 Seems very very difficult to get through.

1050 area seems like the impossible sanctuary, as said by some..

WoW...

Occurences..

Today, I was caught in the zone with the person that gave me a chance and brought me into the 'real' world. The past year was tough, constantly changing, constantly in volatility, constantly restructuring. Before the epic change, I was told I would be the left and right hand. Things didn't necessarily turn out that way.

However, a year had passed, and though I am under someone else due to changes, I am reminded that what I do is recognized. Subtly, humbly, but definitely not gone w/o notice. The good word were passed through, to assure that I would be taken care of.

Leaders are leaders because they have established character, personality, and substance. They are concrete, they speak words that carry meaning. They keep promises, they keep a goal in mind. They are who they are because of their actions.

Sometimes it is fate, sometimes in the darkest hour when you sweat profusely, or hang your head low, is when a bright light picks you up. When just a few words spoken in air, rejuvenates you, you know it didn't come lightly and randomly. These words with effect are spoken by leaders. These are occurrences in life.

Choices..

The lines have been violated. They were lines that ran parallel, that denoted a path, that depicted a personality, that told a signal for reaction. However the consistent violation, consistent test of it has led to a change in trend. It has lead to an alert for a change. It has shifted the lever and directed the train into a diff't direction.

Therefore, things will no longer be the same. For things much succumb to the tracks. Succumb to the forever moving train of time.

And then... And then we will just see.... Perhaps. I think I have been pushed to the utmost limit. The past year of stress @ work.

Even selflessness has a trend. A trend that once took part, but violated to the point where it must be broken down. It will be in free-fall..

If you violate me anymore, I will let it be known.

Some people do slot you..

The past few..

Fireworks are quite nice, amazing. Just like the stars. It's there in the open sky. It's almost as if you can put your hand up and grab the colors. But for about 3 seconds, it disappears in front of you, only to have another set shoot up.

This magnificent mosaic sometimes reflects things in life. Sometimes you are so close, yet you are so far. Sometimes time passes so fast, yet sometimes time is so slow.

Mellow as always, quiet, reserved as always...

CANON in D is magnificent.