Observation

What you see is the most genuine reflection and validation of all. Observations trump emotions, that is, if you are able to contain yourself.

Broad markets tell a story.
Underlying base tells another.
The stock itself indicates otherwise.

So who is right? Who is wrong? Price pays, but time is the x-factor. Pray and hope to buy time, and price will either be on your side or against you. This is what we face whenever we are exposed in such ways.

Right now, I am observing my position and though I am 'biased' to the underlying base patterns, I must not let the 'fact' that the price of the stock has moved a certain way. Regardless, the patterns and tracks give you clues.

Just stick w/ the plan.

Back into the trade...

Back into the trade. I've initiated shorts last week based on my own readings. As the successful guys say, you have to handle your butt being kicked. Finally, I woke up and the stock slid down 8% !!!!

In context of everything, the hedge position is doing well and I've added to the position. I'll continue to monitor as the big trend contains the smaller one.

Trust yourself...

On the work aspect, cycles and durations have occurred. Drama like no other !

Thoughts..

The year is coming to an end. It's going to be great, but it's ticking by SO FAST!

I'm trying to completely eradicate drinking but that's something on its own. I understand now, what it means to have an addiction, to have a problem. I understand why families are so over-protective now. I hope to get better.

I've grown a couple of things recently, and feel like I'm helping the world and feel very accomplished. I plan to continue this, as I grow my own food, nurture my plants and see them succeed into fruition.

KEKE

Still pretty bullish on some things. Work is a challenge. Although it's not perfect, I think life and the situation at hand is what matters most.

Hmm..

There's no sense of respect anymore. It's difficult pulling through this world.

October

It's been a long time since the incident and I've been flustered w/ work projects among many things. But I guess it is productive in this type of environment. Though there are no guarantees in life, it keeps me focused and in tune w/ society.