Tough..

It's pretty tough for sure. Nothing hurts more than persistent nagging thoughts

Reverse, 2 Folded Events

A few weeks back, I was cursed by being served 'dog' food. A puddle of mashed up Pedigree-like Beef Curry was in front of my desk on a FRIDAY !!

What happened?

What happened was, a few weeks later, we found a 'puppy' ! See the connection?

-TODAY- October 23, 2009

I have in front of me, a vietnamese noodle combo - dietary, carb watching lunch !! It has a variety of spring rolls !! Not bad !! Pretty good, but spoiled by impromptu meetings !!

It better not be bad, because I am cursed to hell !!

I had loaded up to the brim of bearish positions that got stopped on a 'gap' up. And then the market sold off into oblivion and nothing pisses me off more than that !!! Being correct, but being denied ! And my subconscious feelings told me to jump ship and I did so, and I continued to get burnt, and puked all my hard work from before. W/o my charts I am a blind mouse !!

Anyhow, what's to come, in the end of day, I got into gambling positions. We shall see.

What does this mean?

That I am leveraged 3x and screwed.

I got my hopes up for a better Friday lunch, much like I got my hopes up for surfing the wave down in the markets. I got screwed by stops, much like I got screwed w/ an impromptu meeting that left my lunch 'coldish'. -.-

So what does the '2 fold' rebound event mean? I dunno.

Maybe Monday, I will get the last laugh..

-.-

Activity

I have never been more greedy than before because I am at a point where I am pushed to the limits in some aspects.

I am at a 3:1 ratio strategy. My persistent bearish, pessimistic views have caused me to think this way. And the best have said feelings and emotions only destroys. I agree !!

Tomorrow and going forward will be challenging. I am a slow learner because I am stubborn.

I am tired now..

Best trade

Scalped some anxiously in the morning.

Later on, caught a nice wave and it was all green from there.

Still not convinced, but a sinch of luck was there.

Aggressive..

I am mad and in a tirade..

100% BEAR
1% Energy

I miss the puppy..

I miss the puppy..

I'm not gonna vent too much..

I will just let it play out.


People are selfish. They will pay their price..

Great Day !

Still holding onto it. Great position !!

I'll say it again, ever since the arbitrage, and change of approach. I have been more profitable than not !

Now if only I could apply the same w/ other things.

I might expect too much, but that' just my nature. I won't forget what others have done to me, inside and out. No longer will I pursue as that's the space they want to give me.

It's just weird..

It's just weird..

damn gold

damn USD

I can just feel it....

I await these moments months after months... It might happen !!!

When you have balls of steels, ultimate leverage, and steepness nights, you should definitely go ALL IN !!

We'll see..

But for now.. Rest !

Gloomy night..

Gloomy night..

I love the Black Eyed Pee's - Meet you half way

It just struck me. W/o influence, it just hit me !

Pleasant !!! The rhythm and subtle meaning makes it nice !!!

The vid was okay ?! If there was even one !



HAHAHAHA


Anyhow. SHORTing like there is no tomorrow. Well, NO YET ;)

Ride um hard.. I am pissed at some things but I won't unleash till it's 'timed'. The market is timed.

To me banks have room

Banks have room and will probably be manipulated higher for the 'sake' of earnings and the whole shebang. But Ben Bernarke and Timmay can't do squat, neither can barrack o socialama !!

When it touches, they will fizzle.

Another lunch issue..

Last week I had dog food, this weak I had a bad mixed drink of dr.pepper and cherry coke. GOODNESS ! I dislike 'bread' !!!!

I'm not really in the mood. Currently stressed, but I am sickened by some things. Things that matter more than anything else.

Oh well.

It will go higher ....

Positioned myself. I hope it's worth it. I have to make it worthwhile.

The new 'technique' and 'arbitrage' has worked quite well.

If the reaction is great, we will continue the channel up. A lot of interesting jabs. But remember at the arcade, jabs are the 'weakest' punch option. Meaning, the jabs are fake outs, basically a salmon & honey combo taunting the bears.

Bull shit still rulls the market.

Precious times and precious metals

People laughed and have forgotten why we are in the mess we are in !!

Where do people park their liquidity?
Remember when people believed treasury bills and USA green backs to be the safest ever? Remember when the US passport ruled above everyone else?

Remember ?!

Those times are long gone.

What you have here are talks abot dethronine the USA. What you have here are collaborative doubts about the US dollar !! The currency used by the world in all tricks and trades have suddenly casted doubt and fear amongst everyone. So what do people do then? After seeing their asset and currency devalue quicker than a fatty devouring his cakesters - the smart people have parked their money in gold !! Golly...

They park their money in precious metals.

Get the rest..

Get the rest.

I have to remind myself, nothing has really changed. NOTHING !

So intermediate events are just that, short lived events.

Monday

It seems to me that I learned something in history and I am wondering if there is any truth to it.

The market wants to go higher. It has digested all it needs to, it has all the injection, the manipulation, and artificial support by governments world wide. I am thinking this bear slide so far will be met with some strong rally.

Tired and I am utterly disgusted with work !!

Trail

There are a lot of pervs on the trail.
Interesting though..
Still, some things are just weird sometimes. Hmm..
The world has changed..

Just be who you are...

Being a gentlemen is always a righteous thing..

Grabbing is fun...

Saw a BEE..

Lunch

This will sound cliche, but I had thought I was going to eat something better.
I saw a knife and a fork along with a desert in a rugged plastic take out box. Not a cheap small one, but one they would give you for left overs at Cheescake Factory or something. This lead me to believe this surprise lunch would be good! I had believe this was going to be a great meal, an entree w/ desert type of thing - aside from my typical Monday thru Thursday drags.

But when I opened the box, I saw 2 scoops of rice and a puddle of dog food. The Pedigree can type mixed w/ table food in some sloppy joe texture. LOL

Yuck...

Thanks for the effort. LOL





The only good thing was the haupia desert (coconut). LOL !!!

Full Circle....

It's been 1 year since.

2008 marked the most devastating period in the history of the USA ! At least in my lifetime thus far. The job hunting, the 1st real job, the ventures, the losses, the collapse of the USA embarked itself.

About a year had passed.

For me, it wasn't the start of my path in the real world, nor was it the Lehman Brother's collapse, it was the start of a fire, a compassion and desire to get what I want. Still to this day I am learning and though I sit at unsurmmountable losses that would make one puke, a brave man cry, and one heavily dependant on sleeping pills - I still haven't waved the white flag !! But these wounds are the precious times that only a few endure.

Some things never change. The only things that do change are artificial antics.

Slow and steady, I had come full circle, in the same spot. No success, just a bunch of losses and red ink. This time I discovered a new weapon, and it has given me an adrenaline rush and option in my next battle.

Arbitrage

My friend told me about this.

What I can say is this:

When you've discovered a trade secret or a tactic above everyone else, you've obtained competitive advantage, aka the upper hand, aka an advantagae, aka an 'arbitrage'. There is no real arbitrage because you'll just be in line and 2nd place, as those that have already discovered it, invented it !! More so that secret spot has been already discovered.

Thing is, would you rather be a sheeple, or be 2nd place in finding that advantage ?!

Get it ?!

-Covered.
-Spyders >=

OCTOBER IS HERE !!

OCTOBER IS HERE !!

And it's been quite good.

Covered. It's not how much you make, it's the process in which it was fulfilled.

And charts has done it.

Macy
AMD

Next to go down !!