Oh..

I am humbled down alright. To what I have said previously, I still persist.

To be precise, I think I will have to forgo alcohol.

I can foretell and foresee things. The way things are, people will just end up being chained down. Things need to be learned the hard way.

I remember people who needed help, I helped them out. I brought them out from their life, taught them things, showed them things, introduced them to things. But now, people are insecure, protect their circle as if it was their pulse.

Lates..

Irrationality, and emotions will hit me.

When I learn how to remain calm when others are in a frenzy, I will be fine.

LOVIE DOVIE. This week, we should see a continued fall. A crash. New support levels.

CHEEE HOOO

Things..

Things change in life. The selflessness and selfishness of human beings are just part of us. Much like the air we breathe, our life has never abolished our hatred, our strive, our selfishness. We speak false words, we hide, we betray. We are no longer honest because we have become unsecured individuals. Though, that's not to say the absolute does not permit existence of some glimmer of faith, of kindness, of genuine intent for the better.

I don't understand why people have started to become that way. It has prompted me to become a cold blooded animal that thirsts and thrives on one's dismay, one's failure, one's mistake and misfortunes. I feel appeased when I see struggles for I have been in the same situation once and realized what it was like for others to look upon my own misfortunes as their satisfaction. Though I would not entirely wish that, but I wish for humbleness to be brought out naturally in lesser forms.

The expectations are no longer there. But, there are people that still have genuine help and that balances out. Perspectives have now changed. Clarity is bestowed only for those that seek it.

Haven't written here in a while..

Things have changed.